True love

I thought I knew what love was.
But now I really love someone, I know I didn't.
I would like to tell you in words what it is, but I can't.
It's such a special feeling which takes over your whole mind and body.
I want it to stay forever.

Dreams

My mum used to tell me dreams could become reality.
She bought me a dream catcher to keep the good ones and remove the nightmares.
I dreamed every night, but the fairies, princesses and living barbies didn't get alive.
But when the two of us came together, I knew that my mum was right.
Dreams come true if you believe in it.
But

Bitch

Sometimes I act like a bitch.
When I feel insecure,
And I want to protect myself.
But in the end,
This behavior is the reason I get hurt.

I'll fight for this

I could stop now, because it's getting harder.
I could try to forget you now, crying my self asleep.
I could leave you, and search for someone else.
But I won't.
I know this ain't gonna be easy, but easy is  not my thing.
I want you and you want me, we'll figure out how to do this.

Liefde, begin er niet aan

Frustraties, waarom kies ik altijd de verkeerde? Word ik keer op keer gekwetst? Altijd zo voorzichtig en als ik mezelf een keer geef, wordt mijn hart weer gebroken. Ik word heen en weer geslingerd tussen gevoelens. Als je weer zo lief doet en me hoop geeft, en me daarna even hard terug laat vallen. Je maakt me meer verdrietig dan gelukkig, ik had er nooit mee moeten beginnen. Maar of ik er mee kan stoppen? Dat betwijfel ik.

Insecure

Me,
A strong and confident girl.
But when it comes to boys,
So easy to break.
Don't know how they do it,
But one message can make me feel so insecure.
One word can make me cry.
Boys why are you all the same..

Love my daddy

Mama couldn't never reach her.
Brother tried his best to teach her.
She thinks she's ready for the world.
Look at daddy's little girl.

Daddy's little girl - J Cole © 

Used

This all is special for me and I hope it's the same way for you.
I hope you don't use me.

Vraagtekens

Wist ik maar wat je dacht en wat je voelde,
Was het maar wat duidelijker wat je bedoelde,
Zoveel liefde en passie als elke kus?
Want met je aanraking stel je me weer gerust.
Ik beteken wat voor je, dat moet wel toch?
Of zou het nep zijn, al je hartstocht.
Wist ik het maar..

Spirits

This is a very emotional song for me. That's why I want to share it with you. The message inside it is so true and it's translated in very beautiful words.

While we have oceans
Rivers that still bring us time
Reasons to live in the moment
Hold onto your time

Let your heart go where the wind takes it.
Pure like the raindrops of time
Follow the path where it takes you
Straight down the line

Ladies& Gentlemen
Surely we're here in mind
Watching our spirits
Dance on the back of our lives

Jamie Woon - Spirits ©

Magic of a kiss

Can't remove this stupid smile from my face.
It's annoying how you stay in my mind.
And annoying how I read your messages time after time.
But just a kiss makes everything right.

Maybe i'm a fool to fall for angels, 'cause they always fly away.

Hmmm

And now I believe that fairytales exist.
Because you do.
And you're just to good to be true.

Love

I almost forgot it. 
How it feels to fall in love.
Fall so deeply.
Butterflies tickle my body.
My heart booming so fast.
But now I remember how it feels.
I love it.

Friends

So happy with my girls.
Because especially these times I can't do it on my own.
And especially these times we're so close.
Love you babess.

RIP



 
Wat doet het pijn,
Niet alleen het verlies van jouw papa.
Maar ook het feit dat jij nu zo alleen moet zijn.
Je ogen lijken leeg, de twinkel is er niet meer.
Ik hoop dat ik die leegte zal kunnen vullen.
En hopelijk komt er een keer,
Dat je met geluk terug kunt kijken naar herinneringen
Ook dan zal ik je helpen,
Met je praten over de leuke en moeilijke dingen.
Maar ook tot die tijd ben ik er voor jou.
Mijn deur staat voor je open en mijn armen zijn gespreid,
Om meer dan ooit je vriendin te zijn, want je hebt me nodig nou.

Rest in Peace

Lovers/soulmates?

They say you screw a friendship with kissing each other.
But I guess it's already too late, when you even think about it.

i've hurt myself, by hurting you

I would rather be hurt a thousand times, than hurt you like i'm doing now.

Everlasting love

It's an amazing feeling. The feeling of having one forever, loving one forever. The feeling you don't need to say anything. The only thing you need to do is just being you. No acting or faking, the love you feel is so true. Because you know he won't dismiss you, you know he will always kiss you. Kiss you when he needs you, but also when you need him.

But than, when everything failes, you break up. And crie day after day. Than you start doubting. Does everlasting  love exist? Or will I get hurt again and again?

What is love?

Sometimes I hear people say 'Love is all that counts, love is everything'This made me thinking. I always thought those people were stupid romanticists. I mean there's so much more in life, than only love. I may not have a boyfriend, but I'm perfectly happy. But than I asked myself What exactly is love? Is there a defenition for, or is it just something abstract, a feeling? Is it only attraction and passion, or also love for a friend? Or maybe even for a dog? Can you only feel love for someone, someone who can answer your love? Or can you also love a place, a sport, or a song? Can you love a day, an evening or a day? These things brought me in a huge frame of thoughts. What exactly is love? And finally I realized all those people were right. Love is everything and beside that Everything is love.

Long time ago

Since my ex boyfriend started to talk to me again, I remembered a poem I read when we broke up. It's in Dutch and I'de like to share with you. Even though it's such a long time ago, I can still feel the sadness in this poem. It remembers me of darkness, but even more I appreciate the happines ot these days.

Dat ik verder ga,
wil nog niet zeggen dat ik vergeten ben.
Het wil alleen zeggen dat ik het accepteer,
en dat het beetje bij beetje went.
Als je me ziet lachen,
wil dat niet zeggen dat ik me beter voel alleen.
Het wil alleen zeggen dat het leven verder is gegaan,
sinds de dag dat jij eruit verdween.
Als ik weer verliefd wordt,
wil dat niet zeggen dat jij verdwijnt uit mijn hart.
Het wil alleen zeggen dat hij erbij komt,
en dat er voor mij een nieuwe periode start.
En als je me ziet lopen, en het raakt je diep.
Vergeet dan vooral niet dat het jouw keus was.
Dat het dankzij jou was dat het gelopen is zoals het liep..

Friend

Hello friend, sister, soulmate.
Sometimes I forget what you mean to me.
I say things I shouldn't say and I don't say things should say.
Like how much you mean to me.
Sometimes when you're not around when I need you.
I forget that you're always here, you're in me, in my heart.
I even guess you're a little piece of me.

much feelings

You'de better leave me alone, stupid guys. I just don't get what all of you want from me. It's like you all want to confuse me, to play a game with me. Or do you really care? I don't know, but I guess I'm better off without each of you. I mean, you, my ex. What's wrong with you? Both of us know that it isn't over, even after a year there's still something. What's wrong with you to bring those feelings back. What's wrong with you to hurt that fucking girl like you did to me? Why do you tell me we shouldn't have broken up? Isn't that to late? You should've told me early, not now. Please, leave me alone. And than, there's you, the new boy. The boy who gives me tingles, without even knowing it. The boy that makes me so shy, with his cute smile. The one who sometimes give me the idea he likes me for real, and the next moment he's gone again. What do you want from me? I could go on with these kind of boys for hours, but that's just a waste of time. So, just shut up. I don't need you, ok?

Party

Party till the morning has come,
Drinking until I feel so far gone.
It's the most wonderfull feeling in world, just going and going.
No thoughts or tears, I smell the sweat and smoke. 
Why not party all day and night?

You make me feel

You make me feel like a woman,
Sensual, beautifull but most of al very unique.
Please go on, making me feel this great woman.

Chaos

I am wondering, wondering what to do.
So much thinking, that it gives me headache. 
And all that thinking's about you. 
I don't know if it's right, if it's wrong.
If it makes me happy, or it makes me sad.
If I'd better quit, or just go on.
It's nothing but confusing what you make me feel.
One moment it's like I'm 'just somebody
And the next one I think you like me for real. 
Please could you tell me what you mean?
Because it breaks me down this way.
I wanna know what I am for you, and what I'm ever gonna be.

Previously

Sometimes I wish,
That I could take back the hands of time.
Cause everything used to be so easy.
And everything used to be so fine. 
Sometimes when I see some little girls,
I wish I could be like them, just for a second.  

Mr mysterious

I would love to know what you're thinking.
You look so beautifull, lost in thoughts.
But god, I would love to know about what,
About what you're wondering.

Dreamland

You know that place between your bed and your dreams?
The moment right before you fall asleep? 
I guess it's the most delicious feeling in live.
I haven't been to that place for a while.
I stay awake in my bed, the whole night long.
Waiting for you to show up in my dreams,
instead of roaming around in my mind.

Fight

I know we have a similarity, 
I know you want him too.
But honey, realize you ain't gonna get him.
You don't need to observe me, with your arrogant glance.
Cause honey I don't even mind. 
My victory is near.

When I grow up..

Sometimes I'm so done with studying,
But those moments are also the times I trie to think about my future. 
Cause when I grown up, I wanna be somebody.

rough kiss

I want to kiss you so hard that you'll fall backwards,
And after that, I'll stretch my arms to catch you.

Lovely

It's kind off weird.
I guess I like you, a little.
Maybe a little much.
It scares me out, but I like it.
Please don't stop it,
Please continue.

Dear Summer

Sweet summer,
Don't you think it's time to wake up?
I need to tell you something, my dear.
I fall in love with you year after year. 
But every winter when I search you,
The winter tells me that you're gone.
Please come back my little summer, 
I want this coldness to be done.

Heart of glass

I want you to come closer,
But please be carefull,
Cause my heart is breakable as glass. 
I want you to touch it,
Cause it's longing to love