the wonder of winter

Carefully, taking smal steps,
Walking through the snow.
It's almost like glitters are falling down.
Like a little angel high above us,
Is trying to send us a piece of heaven. 
I almost screem it out, off hapiness
But a little voice inside my head says
'shhh, be quiet'
And I don't know why, but I do.
Afraid to lose this enchanting moment

I already met you in my dreams, my prince. I can't exactly desribe you, but I can mention some characteristics. At the first place you're tall, dark and handsome. And maybe a little unattainable. You're also tough and certainly muscular enough to protect me. You're the type of boy who likes to hang out with his friends, but when I'm around you, you prefer me for sure. You like shopping and watching girly movies. And not in the last place you like to please me. You always call me your girl and you wanna show me to the whole world. But... wait, before I continue my list.You don't live at this planet, do you?

Life is a dj

Life's like a dj, and human are its dancers. You're not able to choose every thing and every song, but you can decide what to do with it.  So just dance through your life and the music will guide you.

heart&mind

It's a normal thing to dissagree with other people. But what about fighting with yourself? Sometimes I have very contrary emotions. You need to know that I hate the way I'm going to hurt you. Because my heart told me I would. I don't even know the reason and I thought I didn't need to know. Because my mum learned me that your heart always tells the truth. But a few days ago I realized something. I needed to have a conversation with my mind, because it dissagreed with my heart. And my mind told me something I should have known for so long, put away that fear of commitment.

Doubt

Don't know what to do.
You're so sweet so honest and so cute.
But what's the reason for my doubt?
Why does my heart not beat over when I see you?
I wish i could control my feelings.
Then I would jump right into it,
I would kiss you all over you body.
Because you make me feel safe and you make me feel sómething
But I guess those are not the same feelings you have.
I fucking wish I could control it baby, I don't wanna hurt you. 

First love

With every heartbeat, you're further in history. You, my first love.
It's like, for you, it doesn't matter anymore. But for me, you're still here, inside my heart.
The memories so fresh, like it was yesterday. And still i recognize the smell of your perfume. No, it's not that i miss you. But it's like i still keep you in my heart. Like you're the one who introduced me the 'mature world', the real love. I don't think my heart still beats for you, but it still isn't able to let you go. But i guess, with every heartbeat i leave a peace of you behind me 

Can't be friends damn

Laying in your arms, feeling so save. Laughing with you, while you tickle my body, and teasing each other without any meaning. You, hitting my ass, without getting crazy. My god, i miss that. Why does everything always have to change? I want this friendship to stay, I want to take back te memories and forget the now and tomorrows. But my heart can't, my heart fell in love with you, accidentally. And i hate it, i freaking freaking hate it.

Acception

When you, as a girl look in the mirror.
And can speak from the heart, while saying "You're beautifull".
Than you have the right to say you're happy.

Sea

The sea,

The rustle and the smell. 
Just me and my thoughst, and the sea ain't ask me nothing.
It's like he listens to me and understands me. 
I put my pillow in the sand and close my eyes.
I guess the sea is my friend.